Aviso
August 17, 2006
posted by Ms. M
10:06 PM
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If winter ends...or this is exactly how i feel
August 13, 2006
one that would cure me of this cold, winter set heart.
with heat to melt these frozen tears and burned with reasons
as to carry on.
into these twisted months i plunge without a light to follow
but i swear that i would follow anything
just get me out of here.
and so you get six months to adapt
and you get two more to leave town
in the event that you do adapt,
we still might not want you around.
but i fell for the promise of a life with a purpose
and i know that's impossible now
and so i drink to stay warm
and to kill selected memories
because i just can’t think anymore about that or about her tonight
and i give myself three days to feel better
or else i swear i'm driving off a fucking cliff
because if i can’t learn to make myself feel better
then how can i expect anyone else to give a shit
and i scream for the sunlight or a car to take me anywhere
just get me past this dead and eternal snow
because i swear that i am dying, slowly but its happening
and if the perfect spring is waiting somewhere
just take me there
just take me there
just take me there
and say and lie to me and say
and lie to me and say
it’s going to be alright
its going to be alright
its going to be alright.
http://www.fileden.com/files/2006/8/3/153117/Bright%20Eyes%20-%20If%20Winter%20Ends.mp3
posted by Ms. M
1:43 PM
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Despues...
August 04, 2006

Mi colapso nervioso de hace dos dias se empezo a formar desde el domingo, me decias que tienes miedo de que ella descubra lo nuestro, y yo te prometi que no importa lo que pasara no te dejaria; ha, no estoy segura de que tan buena desicion haya sido esa; el lunes te portaste distante, fria, eso no me ayudo mucho realmente, al dia siguiente te lo dije, lo aceptaste, y honestamente no me gusta aceptarlo pero me dolio...como no tienes idea, y fue ahi, en ese mismo instante donde se me empezo a derrumbar ese altar que te habia construido, esa poca estabilidad emocional que me costo meses recuperar. Ayer mientras el insomnio me mantenia despierta hasta las 3 am, creo que era por tanto pensar, pensar en la inevitable huida, de ti..., me falta el valor para decirte que tomes una desicion, ella o yo, o quiza por que se cual sera la respuesta, por que la he sabido todo este tiempo, por que me aferro a ti. Quisiera no pensar...
posted by Ms. M
12:59 PM
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Podria escribir algo mejor pero estoy ocupada intentando suicidarme...
August 01, 2006
little jealousy in a relationship is healthy
it's good to know that somebody is
afraid to lose you
1. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
uhmm pues como sea
2. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
no not really
3. Have you ever 'done it' in a hotel room?
yeah
4. Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
ohh yeah i collect those actually
5. Do you like to use post-it notes?
i don't really care
6. Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?
no...im way too lazy to cut them
7. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
attacked by a bear...it sounds more fun
9. Do you always smile for pictures?
no i just act surprised
10. What is your biggest pet peeve?
...
12. Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
only if i dont have anything better to do..or see
13. Have you ever peed in the woods?
ewww
14. Do you ever dance even if there's no music playing?
i dont dance...AT ALL!!
15. Do you chew your pens and pencils?
yeah...bad habit
16. How many people have you slept with this week?
356
17. Do you like popcorn from those big tins?
uhmm im not a huge fan of popcorns
18. What is your "Song of the week"?
my "song of the day": Cheers Darlin'-Damien Rice
19. Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
i don't have a problem with that
20. Do you still watch cartoons?
yeah!!!
21. Whats your favorite scary movie?
uhmm..."it"
22. Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?
i would bury it in a LV store after buyin the whole store
23. What do you drink with dinner?
depends who am i with
24. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
nothing
25. What is your favorite food/ cuisine?
jap-italian-mexican
26. What movies could you watch over and over?
closer
28. Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
no...but my dad was, does that count?
29. Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
No...too shy
30. When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
a week ago
31. Can you change the oil on a car?
no im totally incapable
32. Ever gotten a speeding ticket?
no
33. Ran out of gas?
yeah
35. Best thing to eat for breakfast?
quaker squares-trix-vodka
36. What is your usual bedtime?
after 2 am
37. Are you lazy?
ohh yeah thats my middle name
38. When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for halloween?
i didn't...don't ask
41. Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
uhm kinda
42.Which are better legos or
oh legos totally
43. Are you stubborn?
so i've been told
44. Who is better...Leno or Letterman?
Leno definitely
45. Ever watch soap operas?
yeah...shame on me!
46. Afraid of heights?
no
47. Sing in the car?
Yes
48. Dance in the shower?
uhm no thats kinda weird...
49. Dance in the car?
can u dance in a car??
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
pfff i dont even remember
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?
uhm sometimes
53. Is christmas stressful?
no...it's just awful
54. Ever eat a pierogie?
what in the name of god is that?
55. Favorite type of pie?
Apple
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
Chef
57. Do you believe in ghosts?
aggg uhm not so sure
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
yeah all the time... =[
59. Take a vitamin daily?
no, just a glass of vodka works even better
60. Wear slippers?
No im usually barefoot
61. Wear a bath robe?
No
62. What do you wear to bed?
boxers & tshirt
64. Wal-Mart, Target or K-Mart?
wal-mart
65. Nike or Adidas?
Adidas
66. Cheetos Or Fritos?
Cheetos
67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
Peanuts
68. Ever hear of, "gorp"?
No
69. Ever take dance lessons?
hahahhah nooo
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
uhmm...shrink maybe
71. Can you curl your tongue?
i've never tried
72. Ever won a spelling bee?
ohh yeah when i was in 2nd grade *snif*
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
who does that knda things?
74. Own any record albums?
My dad does
76. Regularly burn incense?
only after smokin some weed
77. Ever been in love?
once
78. Who would you like to see in concert?
sade-damien rice-esthero
79. What was your last concert you saw?
some trip-hop band
80.Hot tea or cold tea?
cold
81. OOOPS.
huh?
82.Favorite kind of cookie?
i dont like cookies
83.Can you swim well?
yeah
84.Can you hold your breath w/o manually holding your nose?
yeah
85. Are you patient?
no thats not one of my virtues
86. DJ or band, at a wedding?
band
87.Ever won a contest?
yeah i guess
88. Ever have plastic surgery?
no
89. Which are better black or green olives?
i dont like'em
90.Can you knit or crochet?
i'm trying to learn how to knit
91. Best room for a fireplace?
g's place
92. Do you want to get married?
i dont even know if i'm gonna make it through the day
93. If married, how long have you been married?
7 months
94. Who was your HS crush?
my crush is not from highschool
95. Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?
no i stoped dping that when i was 10
96. Do you have kids?
No
97. Do you want kids?
no until i learn how to be responsible
98. Whats your favorite color?
black
99. Do you miss anyone right now?
no
100. Who do you wanna see right now?
her...
posted by Ms. M
2:33 PM
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